A BROKEN HEART

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A Broken Heart?

 I pride myself on having the capacity to hold a lot and not come unraveled by it. I have been a therapist for 30 years and hear heartbreaking stories from my clients daily.

I listen but at a distance so that I won’t take on their emotions because I am an empath. I sit in compassion and listen offering whatever information downloads into my psyche that my client may need to hear.

 I see myself as strong, competent, calm, and positive. I don’t ruminate over things that happen especially those I cannot control.

 My clients have asked me over the years, “How do I know if I am holding onto negative energy?” I answer that if you think about something more than twice you are probably still holding it. I then teach them how to release the negative energy using visualization and breath work. I used these methods for many years but got tired or lazy and they became less frequent. I felt I wasn’t holding any since I learned how to let things go and not think about them more than once. Or did I?

 Three weeks ago I was visiting my children and grandson in sunny California, which rained most of time we were there. I had been eyeing a lovely new age book store in Venice Beach for the last few times I had visited. It had a beautiful meditation room in the back of the store with the most amazing crystals three feet by four feet, surrounding the room. I felt such a wonderful, peaceful energy. I knew I would love having a group regression there one day. I asked the event planner and we negotiated the day before I would leave back to NY. It also happened to be a full moon evening. I hadn’t thought it would happen so quickly so I had to start advertising it right away.

 The evening arrived and I knew about seven people were coming that I knew of and weren’t sure how many walk-ins there would be. The room was set up nicely, but I had forgotten that the temperatures go down at night and it was freezing! They put a lamp warmer on for us but still it was quite cold. The attendees all had blankets and seemed toasty. I however, stood shivering even with my jacket on, as I took everyone back under hypnosis to an empowered past lifetime. After the first fifteen minutes my back started to hurt. I thought, “wow! These crystals are really powerful!” I moved away from them and felt it come and go and then my chest started to hurt. I had pneumonia two weeks earlier so thought it was that, especially since it was so cold in the room. I sat with our group after the regression to discuss their profound and detailed regressions, feeling very uncomfortable.  After we all left for the evening I went back to my daughter-in-laws home where my husband was waiting for me. Still feeling uncomfortable, still thinking it must be the crystals, I saged myself to release any negative energy I might have picked up. Nope! It didn’t help either. We said our good-byes since we were going back to NY the next day and needed to go back to the hotel to pack. On the way back I started to feel tightness in the chest, besides the pain there and in my back. I didn’t want to tell my husband but knew I better check it out before we would fly. We went to the Urgent Care facility near our hotel. They heard my symptoms and immediately sent me to the hospital’s Emergency Room. I made my husband take me to the one our grandson was born in since it seemed so lovely and quiet.

 They took an EKG right away and it was insignificant. We waited then for seven hours to finally see a doctor there. Blood work was fine, and blood pressure was fine. The attending doctor said the signs are classic heart issues but all of the tests were negative. She said they would keep me for a day to observe me so to cancel any flight home for that day.

 One hour later the doctors shift ended and the test were repeated. This time the enzymes were elevated and the EKG abnormal. The new doctor came flying in panicked and said, “ You are having a heart attack! Your enzymes are high! I have to call in a Cardiologist and you will have to have an angiogram!” Well, if I weren’t having a heart attack before with his bedside manor and scare I would surely have one then!

 The Cardiologist came in and said we would have to do an angiogram and might have to put in stents or a balloon depending on what we would find. The scenario kept getting worse! Terrified we did the test to find my vessels and arteries were all clean! Wow! I was so happy to hear it!

 Then what happened to me? He said based on some other tests it was a condition called Broken Heart Syndrome. What could that be? He asked a series of questions that surprised me. First, did someone close to me die? No, I answered. Did my husband abuse me? As I gasped, I said NO! He then asked was I under any stress?

My first response was no, since I was on vacation. I then thought about the last several months were my in laws were quite ill, we had our home on the market and not sure were we wanted to move to, and several other stressful situations. The doctor said what were you doing when this happened. I told him about the workshop. I wasn’t stressed about performing but about staying warm, taking care of those who were under my care at the workshop, and in a new venue. He said this was strictly stressed related and will heal. He gave me medications to restore the natural flow and shape of the heart. I asked if I should be on a special diet but he said no. This had nothing to do with food or exercise, strictly stress.

 The doctor had me stay a few days until the pains went away and made me rest for a week before going home.

 I sat and thought about what had happened and still surprised since I had no idea that I felt any stress. It was a real lesson to see that even the strongest of us, who don’t feel or think we are stressed can still have our bodies respond in a dramatic way. I realized it was time to go back to doing meditations more regularly and visualizations. I also realized that this time in history is a very stressful time for everyone. I also realized that I see CNN every evening before bed. That now has to stop. RELEASE, RELEASE, RELEASE!!

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POST ELECTION BLUES

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POST ELECTION BLUES

 I sat in shock like everyone else who had different expectations at the outcome of the election. How could of this happened? I just prayed to the Universe asking that the outcome be for our highest good and this is what came in? This is for our highest good?

I first got angry as many of you. Then I went into deep grief that was palpable. Then I got confused. When my emotions started to quiet down, after seeing we were still here, the earth did not fall apart I was able to sit quietly and just think.

I truly believe that EVERYTHING happens for a reason. Why didn’t the Universe stop this man from getting in? I thought about what he represented to me. INTOLERENCE on so many levels.

It took me back to the memory of having 10 clients who were Holocaust returnees. They had gone back to the lifetime in concentration camps, remembering the horrific crimes committed against them. At the end of each session, independent lifetimes during the Holocaust, I asked each one why they chose to go into that life. It is my belief from doing this work for 30 years that we life script before we come here while we are in spirit, deciding what we need to do to learn a lesson, clear karma, and/or to teach a lesson. Each client replied the same; “ I went into that life to teach HUMANITY the lesson of TOLERANCE!” So very sad we never learned it.

I finally got it! The Universe decided to bring this lesson back again so we will all have to look at it and try to heal it this time. The whole world once again is in a crisis in order to learn that we need to respect each others differences, learn from the differences, release our arrogance to assume each one of our views is the right one only, to give compassion to those who have a more difficult life than we, and not judge them as being less than we but what can I do to help them. Those who chose such challenging lives are our greatest teachers and bravest souls. When you turn us all inside out we all look the same. We are all the same. I have learned from my work that we have all been the abuser and we have all been the victims. We have been different cultures, races, religions, and different genders. It is all for our learning and evolving. If we hate someone or culture in this life we may be that culture in the next life to walk in those shoes. How else would we learn what it truly feels like to be that person or culture than to live it?

There is plenty on this earth for all of us. Plenty of love if we are willing to be open to it.

When will we be ready to embrace each other’s differences, accept our natural freedoms to be our authentic selves, and allow peace into our lives and hearts? This is the time! It is time for us to finally heal all of these intolerances by taking hands, with one action at a time, in using our voices, freedoms, love and compassion. We don’t have a choice about healing this issue anymore. It is up in our faces right now by the Universe so we can finally address and heal it.

 

Another Child’s past life memory confirmed

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Her Son Keeps Waking Up Screaming At Night, Then Tells Mom He ‘Used To Be Somebody Else’

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Ryan Hammons may look like a typical little boy from the Midwest, but deep down he has a “secret identity” of sorts. At the age of five, Ryan kept waking up at night screaming and crying. His concerned mother, Cyndi, had no idea what was causing her son’s bizarre behavior.

One night, Ryan finally confided in Cyndi. “Mom, I have to tell you something,” he said. “I used to be somebody else.”

Ryan proceeded to tell his mom that he believed he was the reincarnation of a man who died more than 50 years ago. Cyndi instantly felt chills down her spine. There was something so unsettling about Ryan’s confession; she was scared. Reincarnation was something she wasn’t comfortable with or even believed in. So, Cyndi kept Ryan’s claims a secret from her friends and family… even from her husband.

Ryan explained details of his supposed past life, like how he had two sisters, was married five times and loved to drink Tru-Ade, a brand of orange soda that had been discontinued decades before Ryan was even born. Cyndi still kept everything a secret.

Then one day, the pair flipped through a book about the Golden Age of Hollywood and turned to page featuring a black-and-white still from a Mae West film. Ryan immediately pointed to an unnamed man in the picture and said that that was the man he claimed to be.

The man in the photo was identified as Marty Martyn, a movie extra who went on to become a successful Hollywood agent.

Researchers confirmed details about Marty Martyn that matched Ryan’s story. Martyn did indeed have two sisters, was married five times and had a favorite beverage: Tru-Ade.

Watch the video below to find out what happened next.

Do you believe in reincarnation? Let us know, and please SHARE this fascinating story with your friends on Facebook!

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I couldn’t link the video but it is worth seeing.

 

 

 

 

Mangled Legs – Why do some people come into this life with a handicap?

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Many years ago I had a client, we will call Paul that had Cerebral Palsy. He was such a sweet young man who was a very old soul. He was very spiritual and instead of becoming a victim to his handicap he was strong, wise, and independent.

 

He gave me his history from his birth to the present time. His father was a doctor. When Paul was born and his father found out he had a handicap child, he became angry and abusive. He hated the idea that his son was less than perfect in his eyes. His father would drink excessively and then beat Paul. His mother felt helpless and instead of stepping in to save him she would drink heavily too and escape into her own world.

 

Somehow Paul grew up as a loving, friendly child, always trying to help others, even though his abuse was constant.

 

At 21years old Paul moved out of his home and rented a room from a loving, kind, woman. They bonded right away as if they knew each other before. He had become the son she never had. She would cook for him, help him tie his shoes or anything he might have had difficulty with. He was amazed that someone could care for him so generously and was grateful every day that she came into his life.

 

Paul asked if we could do a regression to see why he came into this life with his CP. I said of course and admired that he was so interested in why this had to happen to him. As I have mentioned in other blogs, we life script before we come here, our life story and the traumas alike. I also wondered why he chose this handicap . I was excited to hear his story since I learn so much from each client’s story. It could shed light for others who may have the same disability or the same lesson.

 

The day we were going to do the regression he asked if the woman he now lived with could sit in to hear his story. I had no problem with her joining us. I had noticed that she had a bad case of psoriasis. I also wondered why she came here with that malady, only that day we were there to understand Paul’s CP.

 

As I started the regression Paul went under very easily. He started describing living in a log cabin in the 1700s. His mother was with him and they had a very loving relationship. When I asked whom his mother was in his present life he cried and said it was the woman he was presently living with. The tears were soul recognition and joy to be with her again. He said his father would come home in drunken rages and hit both he and his mother. They would always try to protect each other. After the rages were over the father would then just fall off to sleep.

One night the father came home in one of his rages, and hits the mother who fell and hit her head on the corner of the fireplace. The fire was lit and the mother’s dress caught on fire. She was unconscious. The little eight year old jumped on his father trying to hit him for what he had done to his mother. The father threw him onto the floor and stomped on Paul’s legs breaking them so he could not move. The father left the two. Due to Paul’s legs being broken and mangled he could not leave or help his mother out of the burning fire. The dress spread the fire and both Paul and his mother burned and died in the fire.

 

I gently brought Paul around who was feeling such anger and sadness from the regression. I helped him release those emotions, which he felt in the regression as well. I could see the woman wiping her eyes from having to witness the horrific life they both shared.

 

We all discussed the events and the karmic replay with his father and the woman he was now living with. Paul came into this life with the broken legs his father caused in that last life from an angry, drunken rage. Only the father never learned his lessons, only to perpetuated them again in this life. This time Paul could clear his karma with his father by walking away from him not allowing him to ever hurt him again. Perhaps Paul’s father had guilt coming from his cellular memories of that lifetime causing him to drink away those feelings and transferring his self anger onto Paul.

 

Two interesting phenomena’s happened. Paul still had CP but his gait had gotten much better. He now has understanding of why he chose his father again and handicap.He needed to clear his karma with his father and now he is the victor.

The woman who had a bad case of Psoriasis watched it get better as well. We were able to see why she came into this life with that skin issue. When we die in a fire many times we carry over skin issues in this life from those burns. The emotional components are released so the body can finally heal.

 

Ultimately, we need to forgive our abusers since we all have been both the abuser and the abused. It doesn’t mean we condone the act of the abuser, it just means we need to release the abuser from having to play that role for us any longer and we release ourselves from having to play the victim any longer.

 

Paul continued to have a wonderful relationship with that woman and both understood why they felt so connected when they met.

 

Is it a coincidence that they ended up together? I think not.

 

 

The Other Story…

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When we hear that a child has cancer or a newly wed got into a car accident and died, we react in horror, sadness, blame, and confusion.

We never really hear the other story.

 

I have been practicing Past Life Regression Therapy for the last 29 years and have had numerous psychic readings or channellings. I have learned so much from both and would like to share some of which can help you understand, the other story.

 

Our close friends, who live in Italy, and who are like family to us, had a child 22 years ago that was diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor at 6 months old. We were all devastated to say the least. The father became so angry and pointed his finger to God and asked how could you do this to a small baby!! The mother was in fear of how to make the baby’s life comfortable until he died and what would happen to him after he died? Who would take care of him?

When we first went out to visit them after the diagnosis, we saw how loving and wonderful they were to him, his sisters and parents always around him rubbing his feet, talking with him, and sending him love whenever they were near him. I told my husband that I didn’t think this baby would make it past that week.

 

The following year we went to visit them again. This baby was still alive. He had become blind and his head had become hydrocephalic, so that he could not even sit up. Still, the family continued to love him and comfort him all day. One could feel the sadness they all held but never waivered in their love and care. Once again, I told my husband that the baby would not make it past that week.

 

After 6 years this beautiful boy died. We came every year watching their care, love, sadness and anger build. No matter how you know and prepare for such tragedy you can never really be prepared. The darkness entered the home filled with heavy hearts. His mom wondering still what has happened to him and who now would take care of him.

 

I offered to do a regression the next time I would come with his mom to see why they had to go through that with him. What was the karma?

I wanted to do something right away to help so offered to contact a medium who I heard was great at making touch with those who passed over and get any messages she would have from their son. They were a bit skeptical and understandably so. Could he or would he be found and what could he say. His mom was still hopeful and agreed.

 

I contacted the medium and asked her if she could make touch with our good friends son and I gave her his name only. She started to laugh. I asked her what was so funny, a bit upset that she could find something funny about the death of this child. She said, “He is speaking Italian to me and I don’t understand Italian! Was he from Italy or Italian? I was blown away immediately. Yes! I answered and asked what did he say? She said

“Bella Laminate”, that he wanted his family to live life likes a beautiful light! That he wanted to thank his sister for rubbing his feet, that contact was so important to him. To thank his mom for talking to him and leaving the window open so he could hear the children play. He said to please tell them, not to be sad for him. That he chose to come into this world for just a short time. He needed to be able to come in with love from the family and be released with love from them, for just this short period, so he could evolve to the next plane. He said he was so grateful for them fulfilling that act for him for now he has evolved and is so happy! He wanted them to know that he was more than fine and whole with no more tumor. He loved where he was and felt so lucky he chose them for that short time.

 

The mom was so relieved to hear his words from the channelling, since all he mentioned was true about his sisters rubbing his feet, the window that was left open, the conversations and constant love. She was so happy to hear he was fine and whole, not suffering and that they could help him achieve his growth on the other side. No longer did she blame God, feel hopeless, helpless, and sad. Now she understood, the other story, of why her son came into this life for just a short visit.

 

We make judgments about things we experience and hear without ever really knowing the other story. The story of why we came here and why we had to go through what we have. I do believe we life script before we come here, choosing sometimes-difficult traumas, illnesses, relationships, and situations for certain reasons. Most of the time it is to teach us certain lessons. We need to learn many but one dominant one usually follows us around in life until we learn it. We would never choose these things in our physical and emotional bodies, but do so on the other side where we can objectively choose what we need to grow spiritually. In this case this child scripted to come for just a short while to learn how to enter this world and leave it in love.

 

When we go through things in our life that make no sense and seem so devastating, stop and think, what is the other story. We have this reality story, but what is the spiritual story and why?

 

 

 

 

Treating Schizophrenia using Past Life Regression Therapy

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 In my practice of 29 years, I have made it a rule not to treat clients who have schizophrenia or multiple personality disorder. Four years ago a lovely Japanese family asked if I could help their son who was only 30 years old diagnosed with schizophrenia.

I tried sending them to a psychiatrist I knew who actually treats this population and has seen a link between this diagnosis and past lives. However, she was in another state and charged an enormous amount of money.

The boy’s parents pleaded with me since they had tried all of the traditional routes and was confident this modality could help. I finally agreed if their psychiatrist consented and felt this work wouldn’t harm him in any way.

I explained how past life therapy works in that I take my clients under hypnosis to the root of their problem, his being his schizophrenia, and the subconscious will take us to what caused it. I would then release the energetic blocks that he would hold from past traumas or emotions. I would do this with breath work or visualization. Normally, the energy would dissipate and the condition or issues would disappear. I explained that I had never used my work with someone having schizophrenia unsure how they would react to what they would experience. I wasn’t sure it would work at all but willing to try it, since this was their last hope.

I will call my client Joe, to protect his identity.

Joe and both parents came to my office nervous and hopeful. They were very respectful to their son and myself. They sat quietly on the couch in my office while Joe sat in my hypnosis chair, a reclining chair.

When I asked Joe for information about his condition, he mentioned he was hearing voices in his head of first his sister who kept talking about how he wasn’t a success. This would happen when he would try to sleep at night mostly. In the history intake he told me he had this reoccurring dream and was always nervous, stressed and uncomfortable in school. He seemed fearful of his friends and his sister. So for our first session I had him go back to the root of hearing the voices he heard every night that gave him his nightmares. Joe went back to very old times in China, he wasn’t aware of the dates back then. He was a soldier and had to learn martial arts. He was never sure of what he was doing when he had to fight. He found himself alone most of that life until he was in his 40s. He finally found himself a wife. The wife was his sister in this life. His choice was not a fruitful one since she was an angry woman who would blame him for everything. Nothing he could do would ever be right.

His wife left him when he was 50years old. After a big earthquake, in his loneliness, he started to help his neighbors with rebuilding houses, and anything he could that would help them. They all grew to love and respect him, which made him feel less lonely. He could always hear his ex-wife’s anger and blame in his head instead of the good compliments from his neighbors.

In his 60s he was dying of old age. His last thoughts, which can be carried into this life in a drama, part of one, or a physical ailment, was that he wished he could have proven how successful he was with his building talents to his wife.

His neighbors all thought so and if only she could.

Joe left that life caring his sorrow and regrets from that life that he had from his wife, which again is his sister in this life.

We released his sorrow and regrets and embraced the joy from his neighbors. I explained to Joe that was where his dreams of his sister had been coming from, thinking he was unsuccessful in this life. That she really didn’t feel that way here.

At our next session Joe no longer heard his sisters voice telling him that he was not successful here. Joe also seemed much calmer.

Joe has had 60 past life regressions with me over the course of 4 years and each one peeling always-another layer of his fears. More than half have been as a warrior who was either killed on the battlefield, stabbed in his home, or poisoned to death. His deep paranoia of someone trying to kill him was real lifetimes ago. His fragile psyche has had those lifetimes bleed through from his cellular memory causing him to believe it will happen again in this life. His fears have gotten less and less, the paranoia has also gotten less, and he is trying to live in this life the best he can while he still had a foot rooted to his past lives. We are now exploring not his issues but his most joy filled, loving, peaceful lifetimes, to erase the negative effects from the past, placing only positive ones into his future.

We have come a long way in healing. But this work has been significant in helping to put understanding around why this has happened in this life.

This work is worth exploring with this population. We are learning so much about how the mind works and the importance our DNA plays in presenting our memories.

I am grateful for Joe and his family for being such good teachers to me, expanding my work even further so that I can help more clients that have this disability in the future.